I feel so crazy. It is happening again. I have met another. I am always longing for more. It's like a drug.

It was an intense conversation. It was as if we were one. I thought I spent my life communicating but just minutes passed. Hours slipped by with ever unfolding joy. My thoughts flowed effortlessly. I understood all. Creativity was free to run. We could go anywhere. I felt wonder in the creator for such beauty. A rush and a high like none other. Short concise statements conveyed depths of meaning without misinterpretation. Every thought jumped to other thoughts. Time went by so fast, yet I did not even think of time. I spent an afternoon with Ruby.

Although we had something going, I now realize those conversations were not all that deep. I didn't know how shallow I was. I was seeing things I never had before, but those were just foothills of mountains. I have recently met Scala.